my bf knows how to sail and stuff so we were going to fuck on a boat so when we sailed out to somewhere isolated we started making out pretty intensely and i kissed his neck and earlobe and whispered “aye aye captain” and he said “i can’t hear you” so i said it again and then he fucking went “oooooooooooooh” and started singing the fucking spongebob theme song i wanted to kill him
So this is what it feels like.
I always thought of this moment. What it would feel like. How intense it really is. And it is what everyone says it’s like. It keeps me up at night. Constant memories in the back of my head. Wondering what will happen in the future. I guess you always keep looking towards the future because nothing is for sure.
What I hate the most is those constant sharp pains I get randomly. Just letting me know that this is real and it really happened. But like I said. You never know the future just gotta keep looking up and hope you don’t fall.